I haven’t written on my blog in a long time. I am tired!!! It’s one rage after another from one child. Then it’s disobedience from another child. Then add that our oldest son has seizures and flashbacks from PTSD.
When will it stop? The two youngest boys have been with us for 11 years. I understand that the trauma doesn’t just go away. I really do! BUT come on. At some point in their life they have to just do the right thing. They have to make the right choices. If they treat their families or their bosses like they do us then they won’t have a family and they won’t be able to keep a job.
My faith in the Lord is strong. I know that they can heal and they have healed. They have healed a lot. I also know that God will not force them to serve Him or force them to make the right choices.
Sadly many of our oldest son’s seizures are stressed induced…….
Life sometimes is just hard. Life sometimes is harder than hard…….That is where we are.
I am so thankful that I serve the Lord and even though at times it seems like I just can’t go on any more He gives me the strength to make it another day.
I am going to attempt to start writing again. I am making no promises. lol I am writing that like I have a thousand followers just waiting to hear what I have to say.
Love you, girl!
Love you too…..
OH hun….I feel your exhaustion. I have raised a special-needs adopted foster child to adulthood but somedays it’s 2 steps forward, 4 steps back.
Yes it is always going forward then back again…..