I’ve got the blues……well for one day anyway

I’ve got the blues….I’ve got the blues……I’ve got the I am so tired of the drama blues…… LOL ok I don’t have them today but I did Monday……I couldn’t stop crying long enough to post. Our 10 year old is really difficult to deal with right now. Our kids got to sing Christmas Carols at Wal-Mart Saturday and he said I don’t want to sing with y’all this Saturday so I said ok you don’t have to and he starts screaming and cussing and spitting saying he wants too……so is it the weather…..the holidays……or is it a hundred other things? This is only one example of how silly his fits are right now…….

He was only 2 & 1/2 when he came to live with us. We have no ideal what most of his triggers are but he sure has decided to start pushing us away again. I am choosing to take this as a good sign and that he is starting to bond more. I have to say I was ready to give up on Monday. Thankfully a little prayer times gives me that extra boost that I need to go another day.

I would love to hear from any of you that are RAD survivors to share insight with me……… He really should be in a rtc but I know that won’t help him unless we find one that specializes in RAD and he is going to heal……..



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